let's get lizeird

(wearing: vintage tank from Brit, vintage skirt and hat, Deena and Ozzy boots, necklace c/o Vanessa Mooney)

if you're wondering, my post title is a 'let's get weird' and 'let's get lizard' hybrid. and yes, I have officially lost all motivation to hide my fuggin uncontrollable weird/awkwardness. OR to dress like a normal part of society for that matter. the day these were taken I made a slight (slighttt) exception seeing that I was going to visit my brother at his work. not that my older sister had to beg me to change out of my zebra biker shorts and swap for something more 'girly' or anything. and people still looked at me as if what they were seeing didn't make sense. all I wanted to do was yell "HEY, YOU DON'T MAKE SENSE MAN!". particularly in the voice I would imagine the surfing gecko on my top would speak in.

xxsea

amongst the animals

(wearing: gorilla dress c/o sheinside, diy choker, darker studded clutch)

wowwwwwwwwwwwww these are old.

and I kinda miss this hair color. SOML

Speaking of my hair, I can't stop changing it. I think since my life has been in such a constant state of fluctuation, it's being reflected onto my appearance. I REALLLLY want bangs, but after hating myself for months waiting for them to grow out the last time I spontaneously decided to cut them, I just can't seem to bring myself to it. Aside from coloring my hair, I have literally been putting ZERO effort into looking like a girl. I am currently under the covers in my bed wearing black sweat pants, a ratty old sweater, and the halloween socks my mom mailed to me. and I don't plan on moving for a good part of the day either. It's finally cold and I plan on spending the next few hours reading, drinking copious amounts of mexican hot chocolate, and snuggling with animals. If you follow me on instagram you've probably come to the realization that the majority of my time is spent with animals. ANIMALS OVER PEOPLE. always.

this song is everything.

xxsea

retreat

I suck. and I've been sergeant suck at blogging. I've kinda retreated from my cyber life to find balance in my real one..if that even makes sense?

All I have been updating is my instagram. @seaghna

promise an update with a REAL post soon!

xxsea