I want to stop being fearful. I want my heart to be childlike again. The sound of the ocean sings me to sleep at night and calls to me in the morning, to marvel and be reminded of all the beauty. To forget pain, to be strong and constant. I drove down to the beach this morning. I'm sitting silently in my car, listening to hope sandoval and watching the high tide wash away all remnants of yesterday.
new moon burnt through my dreams last night.
I hope my spirit and my mind's eye are being cleansed, the same as the shore.
to see the world anew again.
so alive and bright