It Stops Today

No,  I don't want to break when I speak
I don't want to shake while I'm standing

I don't want to crawl into another hole

I don't know what I'm hiding for

No, I don't want to fall when I stand

I don't want to have to hold your hand

I just want to be the girl I used to be when I was me and worry free

And I know these burns are my own

But I can't keep on running

No, I just can't keep on running away from here

I know that the only way to beat it is to fight my every fear

I'm not gonna make it 'til I turn around and face it alone, I know

That I can't keep on running, no I just can't keep on running away

So it stops today

 

So here I am, I'm taking my first step

Thought I was losing balance, but I caught myself

I kind of like the challenge, no I don't need help

I am gonna make it past the very start

It's always been my hardest part

But I am gonna stay in control

I must admit this crutch is getting old

I am gonna throw it out of my hand

I'm finally here, I understand

I know I'll get there on my own

So I can't keep on running

No, I just can't keep on running away from here

I know that the only way to beat it is to fight my every fear

I'm not gonna make it 'til I turn around and face it alone, I know

That I can't keep on running, no I just can't keep on running away

So it stops today

You can hide from all the pain

But it will find you anyway

Yes, I know

Now I know

That I can't keep on running

No, I just can't keep on running away from here

I know that the only way to beat it is to fight my every fear

I'm not gonna make it 'til I turn around and face it alone, I know

That I can't keep on running, no I just can't keep on running away

So it stops today

Lyrics: Colbie Caillat-It Stops Today

LoveXX,
Sea

photo credit, The Killing Moon